#cw cults

[oboetemasuka]

Anniversary of the tragedy...

Oh, the delicious tags...

(Beans, Nott, 08n09...)

Order of Attack (part 1, revised)

So I decided to revise my bad-things-happen-to-Amane fic. (P.S. Part two is over here; Amane doesn't really figure into it) When I get the third part in place, I think I'll add them all to AO3.

This is double the length of the original. I'm glad I got the writing juices flowing more now. Huge thanks to @good-beansdraws and @purgemarchlockdown for helping me brainstorm.

Oh, and this makes a lot of assumptions about how Milgram is run, so sorry if I mess up some information.

Once again, warnings for canon-typical violence and Amane's cult/abuse mindset. This version leans a lot more into Amane's mindset too.

(Read more, stay in place, please...)

Amane walked across the panopticon towards Fuuta’s cell. She was concerned that he was getting worse since last time. That time, the voices in his head were so loud that she could practically hear them from the way he argued against them. Those stupid voices… It took a lot of strength for her to ignore them, and she hoped she could lend Fuuta some strength to do the same. Maybe he would accept these teachings this time.

Fuuta-san, I noticed you have been talking to… those voices more. I think it would do you well to shut them out. There’s something you believe in, right? You have a strong sense of justice. Hold onto it. If you haven’t done anything wrong, then…

As she stood in front of the cell door, she heard his voice. “Stop it… stop it… I… I haven’t killed anyone…” Followed by a thud. She figured he was hitting things again to drown out the voices, but he sounded more desperate than usual. Even more reason to intervene now. 

Amane took a deep breath. She pressed her elbow against the doorknob and fiddled with it until the door opened. Then she propped the door with her foot and pushed it with her shoulder.

“Fuuta-san-”

She saw Kotoko standing, facing the wall. Fuuta slumped into view. The edge of his uniform sleeve was stained red, and his arm came out of it crooked. His head was bleeding even before it landed on the floor. Kotoko let out a chuckle and muttered something that Amane couldn’t make out. 

Amane lost her balance, and her foot slipped away from the door. She tried to stop it from closing, but she found herself frozen in fear. The cell door slammed, catching Kotoko’s attention. She looked over her shoulder and locked eyes with Amane.

“Momose Amane. I didn’t expect you to come to me. We can start this early.”

As Kotoko walked towards Amane, nightstick in hand, Amane willed herself to get back up. No luck.

Is this a trial from God? This is a trial from God. If I just stand up and face Kotoko… show her I’m not weak… maybe she’ll…

“MILGRAM has judged you unforgiven. As the warden’s fang, I…”

MILGRAM is wrong. I’ll show you that… But Amane’s voice dried up and her retort died in her throat. Her legs still wouldn’t move.

As Kotoko drew closer, the voices in Amane’s head grew louder.

"She doesn’t understand her sins."

"She needs to learn."

"Unless she admits her faults, she is doubtlessly..."

"...clearly..."

"...absolutely..."

"...unequivocally..."

"...beyond any doubt..."

"...categorically..."

"...emphatically..."

"...unforgivable.”

So this is how her trial would go. She looked at Fuuta’s unconscious body. If only he was awake, they wouldn’t have to face their trials alone.

I won’t say it hurts… but can’t someone be beside me for this? Anyone?

She looked back up at Kotoko, hoping for a sign that she was doing this to help her. But the expression on Kotoko’s face showed nothing of the sort. Kotoko was nothing like her mother.

[residentmara]

CW BRIGHT!!!!!!!!!

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The dress code is "INCORRUPTIBLE"

[starlixers]

♫ if you’re not of legal age, stay off my page!

cw: cult mention, degradation, dacryphilia, mean dom sugu, safeword taunting, m!receiving oral, gender neutral as per uge 😌

this was a drabble and I just kept going.🧍🏾‍♀️something something if suguru was my bf I would, legitimately, worship the ground he walks on and I’m not joking. this geto lover shit gets SERIOUS

it’s so funny bc I see so many hcs that suguru geto would be absolutely WHIPPED for his lover and while I do think that’s true I think he would also love to be worshipped a lil ? he wouldn’t outright say it because he is not arrogant or boastful. unlike satoru, he is quiet in the way his presence commands respect and devotion, which is why if you even begin to have a thought of being a bit too friendly with another man or woman he is sooo quick to put you in ur place.. you see it in the way he looks down on you but not in condescension but rather just pure NEED to see you submit..

and if u have a bratty personality omfg good luck, babe!!!

something feral in me goes off if I think about how he likes to humiliate his lover too 🤤

like he is lowkey the type to record you crying all over his cock while you’re struggling to throat him. threatening to show it to the cult as evidence of what a disgusting whore you are (his words), of course he’d rather die than show off whats for his eyes only. this time as he looks down at you, there is definitely condescension in his intense gaze. but he doesn’t smile at you, his face is almost deadpan (as he tries so hard not to blow his load everytime you gag bc he is a pathetic loser sometimes too).

his gaze silently holds yours save for the occasional grunt. your sucking him so messily, he can’t help but call you a degenerate even though he likes it so much. he loves to see you submit.

when he sees that needy look in your teary eyes silently begging him to be merciful for once and just touch you, his hand will instinctively reach to stroke your hair, digging his fingers into your scalp as he gently thrusts into the warm cavern of your mouth. this is the most gentle you will get him all day, because he knows when he starts to fuck you, you’ll break.

suguru geto fucks MEAN when he’s mad at you. it doesn’t matter how big or small you are, he’s folding you like origami to teach you a lesson. bullying his fat tip into you over and over; he doesn’t care if you cum or not this is for him ? “be grateful you’re even getting dick after the stunt you pulled today. say thank you, sweetheart.” and I’m saying thank you every time 🧎🏾‍♀️

he will not hesitate to go until your crying. he likes that shit too, he’s such a freak. he loves to take you from behind and push your head into the pillows, effectively pinning you but not giving you the satisfaction of his warm skin against yours. usually when he starts to fuck you, he hold you until there’s no space between your bodies, he worships you. but now, he is merciless in the way he forces you to relinquish your usual place beside him and give into your place beneath him. in this moment, he is your idol and you will worship.

and it wouldn’t be so hard to do if his dick wasn’t so fucking thick. the initial stretch always burns so good; he gives you but a few moments to adjust before he’s pressing you down and pounding you. he has stamina out the ass, his pace is quick and steady and it feels too good. he will have you begging him to slow down, please let me catch my breath, it’s too much!!

im sorry but he really dgaf about it being “too much.” 😭🙏🏾

he’ll keep going, until you’re crying out loud with every harsh pound of his hips against the flesh of your ass and thighs. your skin is warm and raw as if he’s spanked you there but no; he’s just that fast.

and if you keep whining he is lowkey the type to lean down and taunt you to say your safeword. he’s expressed to you many times, if you say it he’s off you in an instant and he never wants you to feel like you can’t use it. but he knows you so fucking well. he knows that you do not want him to stop impaling you on his girthy cock. “baby, is it really too much? why don’t you say it then, hm? say the word and I’ll stop.” and he’s starts slowing down waiting for you to say it, but all you can do is cry and moan as you start fucking yourself back onto him. “knew it, you greedy slut. stop whining, now. take what I give you and say fucking thank you.”

if you think you can’t take it, you’re still going to take it because he said so.

I love reading cult leader fics and the mc is always scared but also horny….like thats so me omg…

reply if you wanna be added to my taglist for short drabbles or fics (^_−)−☆

[bendysinitiation]

Sammy’s cult if it was awesome

This isn’t technically in the au, it’s more concept, but I love it. It is based off of a snippet of a Snow White documentary where it was a band playing but all of them had these eerie Mickey Mouse masks on with soulless eyes. Apparently, it was extra footage in the Snow White dvd, but I can’t really seem to find more about it.

(Image ID: A black and white digital painting of Sammy Lawrence conducting a band. His hands are raised, the pose that signals the song is about to start, with his conducting stick in his left hand. He, along with the players, are all wearing plastic-looking masks of Bendy, much more 3D than his usual cardboard mask. He also wears a tuxedo with a tie and pants. End ID)

Reference photo under cut

(Image ID: A black and white photo of a band. All of them have haunting Mickey Mouse masks on. The trumpets are in the front facing to the side, and there seems to be clarinets and a sousaphone to the far left. There’s a crowd watching them. The black sign on top says “Mickey Mouse”. End ID.)

[outofcontextdiscord]

[childlikegoblinqueen]

Thanks to @lovemoroporo ! I commissioned a sketch of whatever they wanted from Thank You Consequence, and they LITERALLY chose one of my favorites.

(He’s wearing a concealment stone under his shirt hence the round ears 😆)

I’m going to be adding these images to the chapter as soon as I get a chance!

Commission this artist now!!!!

[aphidclan-clangen]

part 2 out of 3

[all-for-the-game-confessions]

Fans who like Kevthea are either high on headcanons or just say they like it out of pity/fear of other fans who talk about being cult survivors and how Thea’s actions should be excused bc she was in a cult, because there’s no way anyone can like the Kevthea EC Nora wrote.

The only endearing thing about them is amalia.

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[pjearlydawn]

MAMA A TUBRAT BEHIND YOU!!!!

completely obsessed with the direction rats has gone.

[wizardsaur]

Hey kids,

Let's talk about "woo-woo" people red flags, shall we?

If you've been in the occult, mystical, witchcraft game for long enough, you've probably seen your fair share of weirdos.

You know.

The ones who think the antisemitic conspiracies are real. The essential oils can cure cancer types. The guy who seems cool at first then seems convinced that the hand of God is in the Sahara desert.

There's more to being grounded in this community than avoided the racist norsepagans.

You are intelligent. You are wise. You have a world of resources and knowledge at your fingertips. And yet!

YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO CULTS

It never starts out feeling crazy. It never feels crazy in the moment. Believing aliens built massive structures to channel energy around the world DOESN'T SEEM WEIRD. And it sure doesn't change when the entire group's thoughts collectively devolve into situations like Heaven's Gate.

No one who cut their hair and had their last meal at Marie Calendar's thought they were wrong.

YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO CULTISH THOUGHT. YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO MISINFORMATION.

Be so careful peeps. It's human nature to want to belong, to want to learn more. Speaking as a 3 time cult joined, it is so fucking easy to lose yourself in online forums, threads, group chats...

[daemon-in-my-head]

I think a prerequisite to understanding Durge and Gortash is understanding the movie Midsommar and its ending. Or rather, how people get lured into cults. It's probably weird to some, but people do incredibly fucked up shit as long as they're lonely enough. As long as they are starved of enough affection.

These guys were completely isolated. One murdered everyone they ever knew without meaning to, only to be snatched up by the person that would manipulate them, and the other one was rejected and discarded by everyone they loved before his brain could even develop properly. They were alone. The entire fucking world rejected them. Nobody batted an eye when they were suffering far beyond what anyone should have to go through. Everyone that mattered to them disappeared in the blink of an eye. At least Gortash certainly spent years like that, for Durge it's implied but tbf the initial event alone would've been traumatic enough.

And then, eventually, when they were at complete rock bottom, after suffering so much, so long, someone came along and offered them acceptance. Offered them affection, offered them the chance to belong somewhere. To have a place to be, a role to play. To be someone. To find people with the same mindset. To find people to admire and to be admired by. They were offered an escape from the overwhelming loneliness and grief. They were offered to be accepted for once.

People will ruin themselves to fit in or to gain the love of another. And they did just that. They blindly ran into the knife because they were promised to belong for once. Because of the simple promise they wouldn't be rejected.

It doesn't rectify what they did, but gods is it understandable that they did what they did. People have done worse for less. They are vile. They're monsters. They're horrible beings. But they were conditioned into it. They were manipulated to such a frightening degree that they willingly chose to follow masters who would torment them even after death, knowing what they were getting into, but still choosing it just to escape the fucking loneliness. They gave themselves up just to belong. They certainly are to blame, but so are the people who's sins they've inherited.

And just to be clear, that's also the major difference between Karlach and Gortash. Karlach initially grew up being somewhere, being accepted, being loved. Yes, she, too, was betrayed and sold, but she was an adult when it happened. She knew love. She knew what it was like. She could rely on that glimmer of a hope that the world didn't outright despise her. Gortash didn't. He was sold as a fucking child. He never knew. He didn't have the resources. He was just fucking desperate and already broken and crushed in ways you could never break Karlach. She had loving parents. Gortash's mother wished she would've killed him before he was even born. Karlach was loved once, Gortash has ever since been told the world would've been a better place if he simply didn't exist.

Also, congratulations, this makes durgetash so much more painful to think about. Cuz they were willing to reject whatever helped them survive for the affection of one another.

[rununcal]

Honestly I did not know it was Trans Visibility Day but now that I do know, I made something for the occasion! I heart this insane middle-aged guy and headcannon his trans-ness as basically just an evil and fucked up version of his previous male identity. He’s a guy but goopy and scary now.!!

(Image ID: Ink Sammy Lawrence stands over the corpse of human Sammy Lawrence. His human form is laying in a lake of black ink with various compositions scattered around him. His hair is unkept and falls into the pools. His ink form seems to have emerged from this human corpse, and stands confidently with his hands crossed as if in a coffin. His mask is tilted to the side of his head and he grins a large toothy smile. Behind him is a dripping trans flag in the shape of Bendy, and behind that is a small room with the shadows of outstretched hands all over the wooden walls. End ID.)

Very unorganized rang about how he relates to gender identity (cause I thought it would be fun) under the cut!

SAMMY LAWRENCE GENDER RANT WEE

This artwork is related to Sammy and whatever I headcannon his identity to be, yes, but it is also related to me! Sammy’s definitely one of the guys that falls under the gender umbrella for me, and so I’m using him here as a sort of expression of how I feel about my own transness. A big part of my identity is body horror and metamorphosis. What is horrific to most is still horrific, but also beautiful, to me. I would love nothing better than to literally crawl out of my own skin sometimes and live life as some freaky creature. I don’t really understand it, with me just beginning my journey and all, but I can’t deny it permeates a lot of my dreams and ambitions.

Sammy reflects a lot of that for me, as you could probably figure out. I know he hates his body in cannon, but to me it just feels so much more logical that he’d love his new body as it was given to him by Bendy himself.

Keeping that change in-mind, and also keeping in mind the undertones I’m giving him, I really like how his change into his new identity is handled. It’s no smooth sailing. I mean, he gains the new identity by hitting bedrock and going insane. But somehow, it leads him to a place filled with more fervor for life than before. Despite how low a place he’s in now, he has never felt more alive. (I’m not trying to romanticize this type of sadness by the way, I just mean that a big realization about my identity came in a dark time). I think that relates to a lot of feelings I have personally about my identity, though I cannot say for others. I just think it’s real neat.

Anyways, rant over. I just wanted to try and get my thoughts out on paper besides just saying that he’s gender. Ty for reading!

[howlsofbloodhounds]

so im watching how to become a cult leader on Netflix and it’s talking about Charles Mansen and his gaslighting—like, he’d have his followers take acid and then start convincing them that he was some type of messiah figure (he claims to feel the nails in his hands, the blood)—

but he’d also gaslight them into thinking the things they felt weren’t real. like, he’d have them hold their hands over burning candles and as they cried he’d tell them it’s not real, the pain isn’t real, they can’t feel pain, it’s “all in your head”

And my first thought was of this:

(by rahafwabas.)

And also the lyrics, “He said, ‘It’s all in your head.’ And I said, ‘So’s everything.’ But he didn’t get it.”

[tekra-brings-the-rain]

I’ve been looking at the BITE model of control and noticed some similarities to adultism/patriarchal power structures.

I’m not saying that schools/nuclear families/etc are necessarily cults, but rather that cult-like methods are used in enforcing adultist power structures.

Although many items in this list could apply depending on the circumstances, I highlighted in green the ones that seemed most relevant.

[anti-endo-help]

hey!! uhm.. how do I say this. what the fuck is wrong with you??

seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you.

all this implies is that anti-endos are a cult, which is actively.. insane to think?? also, the conversion camp thing is just.. i'm speechless??

implying that trauma survivors, many of which have religious or cult trauma, are a cult is fucking deranged and a rather dog shit take.

go fuck yourself, you ableist piece of shit.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

[sparklefell]

screw it late night post

(fellswap) FOREBODE AMULET and swapfell: venge nowhere

the roles are like sparkleswap, where barry runs the big bad and doom is the protagonist

for fellswap, it revolves around a cult and everyone being sacrifices (or at least partially like doom here)

for swapfell, it revolves around barry quickly becoming cold, and viewing his patients only as test subjects, striving to do anything at all costs for perfection

credit to @sparkleswap for.... yaknow. this probably won't be continued or anything (it was just for fun!!) but also feel free to ask any questions about either au